So tonight I have decided to give it a try. Blogging. Perhaps if I type up all my thoughts and see them word for word I will begin to believe that I'm not as crazy as I feel I have become. I was recently told that there are medications available for the kind of stress and anxiety that I deal with daily. I'm not willing to take that route. Instead I will do my best to take it one day at a time, knowing that I can not change yesterday and have no control over what will happen tomorrow. I believe there is a peace that passes all understanding and I will continue searching for it.